Beautiful, let me tell you why I love smoking on the balcony late at night so much.
It’s because when I stand there, all I can think about is how lucky and blessed I am to have you in my life. All I think about is how amazing and how wonderful you are, and how I just couldn’t be more happy. How I couldn’t have found a more wonderful person to call my significant other. I think about how much I love you, and about how I want to spend my life with you. I think about what an amazing girlfriend you are, and what a mindblowingly sincere, honest, open, and healthy relationship we have.
I think about how you’ve changed my life for the better, and how, really, as long as I have you, everything is really okay. I take a moment each night to reflect upon how, no matter how stressed out I get about my situation, you’re what matters most to me in my life, and as long as I’m with you, everything else is just details. Important details, yes, but there is nothing, really, nothing, that I value as highly as our relationship. As long as I’m with you, life is good. Better than good; it’s great, full of wonder and beauty.
I think about how awed I am by you. I think about how you still manage to take my breath away — something I didn’t think was possible, to have feelings like these, and not have them fade but only grow stronger over time. I think about all the discussions, and laughs, and talks, and I feel, I feel it deeply in my chest, that we’re meant for each other.
Most of all, I love smoking on the balcony late at night because these feelings and thoughts happen to me every single night. I get to end every single day with thinking about you. I get to stand there and feel such deep happiness and gratefulness. I get to stand there and feel complete, and know that no matter where life brings me, as long as I have you, I am just where I need to be. ♥